The song made me do it. It’s so beautiful in a profaund way.
„AND SHE BECAME MY GOD THAT DAY..“
If you had enough rambling about the finale of the 100 don’t read this. Technically I haven‘t seen the episode yet but I don’t think I ever will. The day after the premiere I woke up to spoilers. Clexa’s one. Let me tell you. I am happy for all of those who shipped Lexa and Clarke, I am. You all deserved happiness. But anyone who knows me, know my opinion- I wished we would let Lexa go. She died in s3 for god sake, I never seen character getting so much attention after they died literally 4 years ago. She was one of the best written and portraited character in the show no doubt in that but still…It makes me so angry that she got the goodbye someone else should have. Clarke loved her, I know but I thought she loved Madi more? On the beach why there wasn’t Madi (well the being looking like Madi) that came to Clarke? She killed her best friend for her. If that’s not the strongest love then I was fooled in more ways that I thought. When it comes to best friend part I don’t even know how to process that bullshit. Jason literally spitted on us when he make them say it again and again. We got that you hate them romanticaly! BUT HAVE SOME RESPECT. I was there since the beginning, teenager just discovering the foreign shows. I am romance lover for sure, and firstly I shipped Flarke. That changed in episode 3, in the scene when Atom dies. The way Bellamy looked over to Clarke. He totally changed his opinion about her. I like to think that’s when the affection started. She was brave in his eyes, the true leader. She taught him so many things, for example how to forgive… She showed him that you can be fragile AND strong. Can you honestly say to me that Clarke going with him on the trip wasn’t the moment he became the heart!Bellamy we love? Ahh the reaction I had when they hugged in 2x05. I never been so invested in a fake couple. I screamed and had a huge smile on my face through the entire episode. That make me question how would I react if they actually kiss…we won’t get that feeling of pure joy. Clarke killing Bellamy was like a bullet in MY heart. I was stunned, beyond paralyzed. My hand was covering my mouth since the gunshot to the endtitles. I had hope that we would see him once more till the ending scene. How could you destroy such a beautiful character, bond and family in one take JR? Octavia didn’t get goodbye, Echo didn’t get goodbye… I am not even mad that we didn’t get Bellarke endgame now. Bellamy was important for so many people yet he was left to die alone, mentioned 3-4 times after that and we are supposed to be just okay with that? HE DIED A LONG TIME AGO? What the actual fuck. The old Bellamy would understand? Well.. the old Clarke would never EVER pull the trigger and we know that for a fact because we were there. His death was pointless. Just like the whole season for me. The only thing I don’t want to forget is Memori. Beside that you could erase it all and write a new, proper ending.