Hey, how are you doing?
I've definitely been doing a lot better this week, but honestly I don't know if it's because I've been distracting myself with friends, or because I'm actually doing better.
I probably shouldn't overthink it.
One thing I can say for sure though, is that I had so much fun making this video. I know, if you watched the video you're probably thinking "what the fuck". The editing, the story, it's def not your conventional YouTube video, I know that there is little viral potential in it but holy shit, it's been a while since I've had that much fun creating something.
I guess the one worry about all of this is whether I can actually make a living from this thing or not. Yeah, I love it and it's fun, but will enough people love it to where I can actually move out of my parent's house? I really don't know.
But I'm going to try to not stress about it too much. I know that the more I think about it, the more impossible this whole Youtube thing will feel. Self doubt creeps in fast when you start to overthink. So recently, I've been working really hard at not overthink it.
I have a plan, I have the skills, and there is potential to become a full time YouTuber, so at this point all I really can do is just keep pushing forward. Bottom line for me, keep creating, and don't let these things you can't control, control you.
But yeah, that's what I've been up to. Going straight into my next video and I couldn't be more excited to improve!

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