why can doing math feel so lonely sometimes, and what can we do about it?

00:00 Intro
00:30 Hyperspecialization
02:09 Esotericism
04:19 Most people just don't get it
06:10 What can we do?

frequently asked questions:
what pen? twsbi eco
what keyboard? durgod taurus k320
what music? chopin prelude op 28 no 4, tchaikovsky piano concerto no. 1, sutekimeppou
math subject classification? https://zbmath.org/static/msc2020.pdf
my research paper? i'm keeping it private because it's tied to my name and i want to keep my privacy