Lyrics:
I think I’m writing the same words in different fonts of discontent
Every time I’m anywhere with anyone it’s fucking tense
always thought getting better was the hard part and it is to some extent
But it’s worse to learn to love the feeling when you’re not depressed

I learned to hate my own reflection by the time I turned fourteen
I can’t ever stop filling in the blanks of what other people see
Im a little bit delusional when I get lost in thought
I get annoyed with my own complaining every time I hear myself talk

I will never think again
I won’t ever think again
I wish that I was a bit more mindless so I that I could be content
I will never think again
I won’t ever think again
detachment’s always such a tragedy but it’s easier to pretend

I’m growing older wondering if I’ll be real before I grow up
Everybody seems to think that my existence is dangerous
Im too self loathing to believe myself but I could never let that slip
Cause everybody likes an opening to watch somebody trip

If I don’t have to be pretty to be passing why don’t I fit
If I’m going to stop caring then I might as well commit
I play dress up as a person everybody knows I’m full of shit
Please confirm my insecurities you can be honest

I will never think again
I won’t ever think again
I wish that I was a bit more mindless so I that I could be content
I will never think again
I won’t ever think again
detachment’s always such a tragedy but it’s easier to pretend

I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again
I won’t ever think again

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