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Stream: https://orcd.co/jldrift
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Written & Performed
Jacob Lee | @jacobleemusic

Produced & Mixed
Matt Bartlem | @mattbartlem

Visualiser
Sam Beck | @sambekc

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LYRICS
My thoughts are out of focus,
They drift among the dust,
& stir up my emotions,
Which I could never trust…

Covered by erosion,
They’re sunken one by one,
So I swallowed all the ocean,
Yet all I could taste was rust...

Break your promise & look in my diary,
What you find might be downright surprising,
Page on page of increasing anxiety,
I’ve been trying to hide…

Even though it breaks my heart,
I will find a way to cope,
Even though I’ve lost my spark,
I will find a way to glow,
I don’t know if I’m enough,
What if I am losing touch?
'Cause you were never meant to know,
Yeah, you were never meant to know…

I thought I saw a lotus,
Dwindling at dusk,
It told me I’m a poet,
Though I think it misjudged,
It then began to open,
& sitting in my palm,
Was every little moment,
I had come undone…

How am I meant to take this shit lightly,
Knowing life has an unknown expiry,
Wasting words in this dumb fucking diary,
Where my honesty lies…

Even though it breaks my heart,
I will find a way to cope,
Even though I’ve lost my spark,
I will find a way to glow,
I don’t know if I’m enough,
What if I am losing touch?
'Cause you were never meant to know,
Yeah, you were never meant to know…

My thoughts are out of focus,
My thoughts are out of focus,
My thoughts are out of focus...

‘Cause I don’t want to lose you to,
Tell me why I feel so useless?
Am I enough?
Wake me when I’m enough…

‘Cause I don’t want to lose you to,
Tell me why I feel so useless?
Am I enough?
Wake me when I’m enough…

Even though it breaks my heart,
I will find a way to cope,
Even though I’ve lost my spark,
I will find a way to glow,
I don’t know if I’m enough,
What if I am losing touch?
'Cause you were never meant to know,
Yeah, you were never meant to know…

My thoughts are out of focus…

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