Wow, a multifandom. I don't make them often.
Yeah, it's another vent. I had stupid mental breakdown today (or more like yesterday 'cause it's already 1 a.m.). I think second half of last school year fucked my self-esteem so much, I've become so insecure, I'm stressed and akward around people that aren't my close friends, I even can get nausea. Okay, it's not like it happens always, I can enjoy time with some people still but if it comes to akward situations I just feel like running away, blame myself for it and think that they definitely hate me . I'm to tired to pretend that I'm interesting or talented person or that I'll ever be loved. I don't know, sometimes I don't see any future for myself. But I'll be okay I guess.