a long time ago you saved my life and offered me a home.
i'd like to do the same for you.



so my life has officially ended on tuesday, when i saw the movie.

just...these two totally ruined my life&mental health.

i’ve spent last few days thinking&talking only about them and i am not even sorry. they even made me do things i never do: i’ve been analyzing their scenes and coming up with theories, i’ve been reading cherik fanfics (i haven’t read a fanfic in few years, i gotta admit) and even watching interviews with michael&james (i honestly love them with all my heart).

i mean, do you see the way they look at each other? i’m gonna see it for the rest of my life. especially erik in that last scene, this is more than i can handle.

i don’t want to break down again and i don’t want this db to get too long, bc i know no-one’s gonna read it anyway lmao

but i just wanna say few things about this vid: i know the quality of dark phoenix is terrible, but i just couldn’t wait; i know it’s pretty simple and scenes are too long, but i couldn’t make myself cut them and tbh i’m more into simple editing lately🤷🏻‍♀️; forgive me the text, i wanted to make it better but i am too tired, so here it is. i kinda wanted to focus on the wonderful parallels they have, i hope i succeeded hahah

i am already planning two more vids with them — one now (bc i still can’t deal with the feels and there are a lot of things i didn’t put in this vid, even tho it’s over 3 minutes🤣) and another one after dark phoenix is out in good quality & i get to rewatch all the x-men movies (and cry over them), bc i’d like to include the old movies as well.

last, but not least — this video is, again, dedicated to julia, who has been listening to me constantly talking about cherik and dealing with all my breakdowns, even tho she didn’t watch the movies. girl, you are the best! i wouldn’t survive without you!

also, forgive me the awful thumbnail... i hope you like the video anyway!


movie: x-men
characters: charles xavier and erik lehnsherr
coloring: goldxnoir
song:    • Placebo - "Running Up That Hill" - Ly...  

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