2:08 - 2:39 demo/studio version
the rest is live singing

i swear to god i haven't thought of you in ages
i've lived a lot, i've loved and lost
i've let the rain in
i'm pretty sure, i mean i've heard
you never faced it
i understand i changed your plans
i had to baby

and all i did was right by me
i heard that almost killed you
but i knew it, i know you, i called it

and i think that you earnestly have waited on apologies
but i can't pretend that i'm sorry
when i'm not sorry

so aren't you sad about the fact that you can't write me?
i cheered the loudest for you when you won your trophy
and i'm on the ground
how's the weather on your planet?
an empty house
the noise is loud
it's how you stand it

don't you feel alone at night or sorta, kinda daily?
well i knew it, i know you, i called it
and it makes me wanna cry sometimes
but don't you know the deal now?
'cause i just can't pretend that i'm sorry
when i'm not sorry

and we don't even know each other now
and i'd blow all my plans
if you'd meet me out
we could talk
we could get it
we could both calm down
down, down, down

it all changed for me when i talked you
down, down
you had the wrong idea about me
down, down
and all i ever did was consider you
down, down
'til i all i could do was consider you
down, down
i was your entertainment from a dark place
down, down
don't know how step outside, you're so
down, down
it's not my fault you can't sit with a hard thing
down, down
you really thought you would get what you wanted
you really thought you would get what you wanted
down, down
get what you wanted
down, down
down, down