"I'm Happy (Not Really)" by USUALLY MODEST out now. =)

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Directed, filmed, edited & color graded by Philip Vivarelli
https://www.vivarelli-films.ch

Production Assistant 1 - Toni Ava
Production Assistant 2 - Hallyson Alexandre Silva
Production Assistant 3 - Noel Yang

Leading Act - Jean-Claude Graf
Supporting Act "Friend 1" - Hallyson Alexandre Silva
Supporting Act "Friend 2" - Noel Yang

Performance by USUALLY MODEST
Produced by Beat Jegen & USUALLY MODEST
Mix by Ignacio Portales
Master by Dan Suter / Echochamber
Single Cover by Songül Erdogan

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Lyrics
Oo-ooh ooh ooh oh

I'm happy, not really
I just want some love but I feel guilty
Life's tragic, lately
I don't even know what I be feeling
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
But I wanna unfeel all these feelings
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
I wanna unfeel all these feelings

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing
Cause lately I've been feeling pretty lost
I quit my job like who the fuck I'm fooling?
Ran out of money, now I gotta ask my mom
Scared to ruin everything
Carrying around this heart and it's a heavy thing
I don't even wanna start but let me try again
And act like everything is all fine
When it ain't all fine

I'm happy, not really
I just want some love but I feel guilty
Life's tragic, lately
I don't even know what I be feeling
I'm happy, not really
I just want some love but I feel guilty
Life's tragic, lately
I don't even know what I be feeling

I want to unfeel (feel!, feel!)
It ain't like nothing makes me happy
I got days where I be laughing but I
Can't help the way it feels (feel!, feel!)
Everytime the sun is setting
I'm not trynna sound depressing about the
things I went through
Hell raised, hard days
Mixed with minor and some major heartbreaks yeah
But it ain't all just bad news
Heavy blessings, heartfelt lessons
Moments that felt like heaven
Shit, I could almost see my dad too

Not really
I just want some love but I feel guilty
Life's tragic, lately
I don't even know what I be feeling
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
But I wanna unfeel all these feelings
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
I wanna unfeel all these feelings

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
I wanna unfeel!
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
I wanna unfeel!


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